All of the LIGHTS.

I`m the type of pers; being told how bubbly I am- All the time.
I`m the type of pers; If a loved one needs a helpful hand, Il be there. No if's No but's.
I`m the type of pers; who loves a fabou` story- Sitting there after a familia event - asking my mother, sisters to tell me. Friends mishaps, Hero like moments etc.
I`m the type of pers; I could easily live on a Secluded Island w/ a fish rod, Sprite Zero, Ipod & Art Prod`
I`m the type of pers; Who puts in all my energy to things I adore, My fam, My dreams & inspirations.
I`m the type of pers; Who is always playing w/ there phone, headphones or talking - at least one.
I`m the type of pers; So over protective of my loved ones.. majorly
I`m the type of pers; Wont think before I (re)act
I`m the type of pers; But will always apoligize for the wrong doing
I`m the type of pers; Easily forgets but never forgives? Should be the reverse.
I`m the type of pers; Cant get over things like others

I`m the type of pers; I dont like change

I`m the type of pers; With an extreme love for beauty products (:
&
I`m the type of pers; Making my dreams come true.


So I broke my vow of promise- No more shopping from now on..


But I have a few new goals to achieve- short term ofcourse.
Keeping it all hush hush (:

I think thats about it. Just words on a blog.

P.s Had a amaze chat for like 4 hrs w. my bestf mamma last night about all life and its obstacles - love seeing others perspective on life.


Toodles x,

Its been a little while since I felt my heart skip a beat.
Time to start some new memories. x

ihy fix.

Tonight; was fabou`

Thoughts, always new thoughts

- great smiles made me extremely happy Tonight, seeing one of my bestfr smile like that; honestly don`t think I have ever seen him smile like that..
How good is it to see someone you Love be so smitten or etc.

Thats just tonights lil wooo wooo

When was my last post... Been Lazy.

What have I been up to.

Usual work,
Went to my fave VIC escape- Lakes Entrance ; I am inlove with that place!
- I have turned into such a boy... Fishing, Sports .. its pretty funny as im known for my craze makeup collections, extreme eyelash's, clothing investments.. (: Nice change it is
Caught some nice fish.. but I actually shit myself- hence the reason I snapped a rod trying to "check it" yeah.. in the shop.. hence the reason I wouldnt reel in a big mofo

Ps never ever ever going fishing with girls again.. Yes I know I'm a chick - BUT Im too impatient to wait for makeup, hair, fuck arounds. I think I got my karma to what I did to someone else.. lol Won 1800 by literal fluke!
(:

Overall otay trip, Next time stay with the boys.

My lil sidekick Nephew came to chill with ciocia ihy; Ofcourse he got spoilt to the shizz- 12 packets of footy cards is apparently overboard.. I dont think so..

Went to his first rugby game- so cute, but he was head doing - lil kids (: but how I love him immense..
Fam day at Luna Park - with my miiiiaaaa! her lil pony tail curly hair.. how i squish her face (: she is actually the cutest thing I have EVER SEEN! her lil jump skip run... cmon.. i squeal..
Funniest mom of the day- mia playing, She clenches her teeth and punches her bro in the face. Me and Pop couldnt stop laughing! ` too much WWE

So yeah- love the crazy fuckin fam!

also not to forget
Alot of shopping. Way way too much.
Banning myself from netshop literally have lost the plot.

EXCITED FOR ... me and shmev's getaway in 29 DAYS. Not telling where (:
he he Lets just see how long I can keep it a secret...

So tonight I was thinking about friendships- You always have those fave people you get excited to see..
These peeps are my bestfriends..
The ones that really matter..
Last year had some massive deeps with someone who will always be someone that no-one can ever replace.
I havent really spoken about this before.. I dont know if I really should.. hm
He changed me for the better and worse.. Cant always win them all..
Never met anyone so remarkable in my life - I could sit and talk and talk and talk about every lil thread in my life vice versa.
I actually know its irreplaceable that bond that was made.
Yes going away, something finally gave me closure from the exhausting head fuck I put myself in.
It was what it was and thats all folks.
Hard.

Friendships, Relationships have been lost and will never be replaced but keep the memories and the smile on your face.
Negative will only keep you from stepping into something else..

Tonight - made me realize who my time should be spent with- People who make you feel better, try and make you a better person, Make you the person you want to be- "ihy fix" When people say that to me its like saying to someone who likes to be told how amaze they look !

Anyway- I should be sleeping

Wrote down what I may should have not wrote.. but 40 WINKS.

P.S
My bestfriend is preggo's
I am so excited for her, am really FUCKING over the negativity placed on it and and very very VERY protective of her.. so if anything else is said- I will make sure I effect you as badly as you effected my lil poss!
(: Yeah boy!

Just blah!

He
he's writing his life story in pencil
so the messes he makes can't be traced and all
his regrets can easily be erased.
She
she's writing hers in pen so she can look
back and say to herself that she'll never
ever make that mistake again.

Most people, don't know who they are,that's why they lie. They're afraid someone else will figure it out before they do.

-One Tree Hill

You aren't going to be you ng forever
jjfjdjfjjdifjvmskfj Its Laugh, make mistakes, but learn from them, fall
in love, stay up all night, go to a party, hang with
friends, smile, don't have any regrets, meet your
future bridesmaids, tell someone off, show your
true feelings, be yourself, don't follow the crowd,
stand up for what you [believe] in, have a boyfriend,
go to the movies, be random, be goofy, go to the
mall, && shop all day, cheer someone up, do what you
love, show people you care, EAT A TUB OF ICE CREAM ,
be happy, don't care what others think of you, sleep in,
believe in yourself, never say never, be proud of who you are,
have a broken heart, It will help you learn that people are going to hurt you,
cry, let go of your worries, be happy with you,
[&& realize that people are going to change]

So!

I have been so slack with this blog- currently.

Wah!

I apologize for the individuals who are reading and

PS. thank you, thank you & thank you for doing so!

Busy week- I have started a very serious relationship with my job, Who would of thought Miss ihy would be the kind! Well shit has changed for the best - Yes sir!

I have my game plan for the forth coming week and how to make it my BITCH
Also spending decreased
then went a bit crazy this week
? woops. ihy will be ihy.

purchases;
Swarovski necklace - LOVE
Chanel perfume & earrings
T&CO necklace
Bardot camel cardi, leopard flats, pinstripe shirt
Stussy Tee, 55 Tee
Minkpink leopard ruff dress
& moroc oil - GET ON IT!
-The pink block is my massage table (: imported from NSW (:

Did not blow budget. pffft thats SHIZZ!

Well;
I think, my mood is "penetrating" through this submission - kinda random, content & jen happy.

Today`s thoughts were on someone spesh (always will be no matter what). hmmm - Have not felt or even thought of them in a very very very long time.
I think my heart is playing some maze, hide and seek or maybe SNAP!

Speaking to my beautiful dear doll; Sally - is always, well not only amaze, but realistic.
She was there from start to that terra end. Well what was said was so true. Nothing will ever be like that once again- just different in its own fabou` way

On the subject of Sally ;

she is one girl - who not only deserves the ultimate but everything she desires and dreams!

I love her immense!

Yes - she has shown me a-lot in life and I hope one day I can repay the favor of her well-doing and amazing friendship over the last 4 YEARS.

Lil loveheart sesh there (:

Goals for this week;
Actually get up every morning and be at gym by 6am
Save.. no more puckle st on lunch break
No more purchases on ITUNES. d/l music from youtube (:
Make more effort for the people who deserve it and less for the one's who DONT.
See Mia & Niko to deliver there easter presents and just see Mia (:
Go to the rugby and try not to let a lil bit come out... jd you understand (:
Remain Calm (: well try not to JUMP THE GUN (: - try is the keyword.


Right now; I wouldnt change anything.
Everything happens for a reason
Never persisting for anything no more.

Going
with
the
MOFO FLOW.

(: for once

Signing off dolls, x
Pleasent Saturday