Just because;

Mood; Satisfied, Energized & just a baby bit Sore.
Listening; Happiness - Alexis Jordan
Highlights; Yesterdays 24 hours!

I love waking, with no worries.

Yesterday was a fab day!
I saw my darling Kristina for the first time in forever! D&M was very necessary ; Speaking about the past few years- A boyfriend who became a husband, friends who became an enemy & all the pasts memoirs`

Also seeing Sally;
Someone I look up to & have for a long time. A beautiful, matured, well educated lady - she is caring, genuine & just A+ to be quite honest.
Always the best and honest advice/great friendship - Like I really love her!
She is someone everyone wished they had a friend like.

Our journey to the S.E - the anticipation to the 1000 steps. To be quite honest - I thought it would be easy shizz` - How I was wrong; Stopped I think about 10 times - up this Mountain!
800 metres to the base of the steps.. That hurt! The steps even worse! If it wasn`t for Sal
- No way! would have I completed it!
Next week - My goal is to complete it twice, & by May - as Sally has quoted "make it my bitch"

I had a very rad day on Saturday! Even the heart felt nice & mooshy. baby bit steps.

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Bringing up Friends who just turn - always open a wound from the past for many.
I see it as ; If you let it effect you- they pretty much just won that moment in your life;

You live once.

But! Sometimes the scar is so deep its repercussions will always be remembered.
boo!
It seems the more you were connected, loved, ETC with this person - it hurts more (for some.)

I really use to be like this - let these negative, inadequate individuals "Effect" me.

What doesn`t kill you makes you stronger, now.

Maybe I been through so many shitty people, I am immune to reject them before its too late.

Something that really really frustrates me is ; Double Standards - Someone says something to you (e.g thats bad) & they end up doing it anyway.

if you don`t like someone, or sit there repeatedly saying how bad they are for you - & then your whole life revolves around them - WTF?

I`m not preaching that I`m some perfect person- nothing f-ing close, everyone makes mistakes-
but maybe once you have made it- dont do it again? Just maybe?

I use to HATE change; and now its my besty - discovering myself, receiving positive criticism from my loved ones and making my life better is all I want.

I did let go of a few friends, acquaintances in my life who were ; fun, made me laugh, always a good times - but not because they are bad people, but for there actions towards maybe not me but others and there actions - People change & sometimes its not right no more.

I still really believe ; Everything happens for a reason.

I am a happy person, sometimes a baby bit emotional - but feeling more stable now-
I know what I want to achieve.
I know what I am going to be.
I know Who I am.
No more effects, defects and negative, well anything that makes me loose concentration.

Everything in my past has made me what I am today.
Good, Bad & Ugly.

Aint` nothing going to break my MOFO stride.