Learn from the past, Learn everyday.

TRACK; Our own way - KLAAS


I have not written something in a while, Time to;

People come into your life for a reason to be there, to show you a lesson or ETC.

Sometimes its hard to find that reason hastily - either it is too late or presumptions were made. Mistakes are sometimes repetitive or(&) instincts sometimes are wrong..

Im feeling a bebe-bit disappointed to my 'jumping to conclusion'.. in recent times.
F-ing sucks!

Decisions have been made with less effort or thought.

lil dnm there.

ATM - I would not change a thing in my life, I think just tweeks is better (:

Wakeup call was needed.

Anyway - Im so sick; waah! Blaming 6am gym or Ian & Leanne!
Im looking forward to seeing my lil mia and SK niko (: always always always bring out the shine!
I think my head space is finally becoming back to IHY normality (: inspirational and positive once again..
I was angry for too long.


whatever jee`
(i havent said that in soo long)

40 winks
x
keep the peace
ihy

Are you lying?

Evening readettes`

OK!
So...
Topic Talk Time

A lie is a lie is a lie but a lie.

ly·ing

/ˈlaɪɪŋ/ Show Spelled[lahy-ing]

–noun

1.

the telling of lies; untruthfulness.

–adjective

2.

telling or containing lies; deliberately untruthful; mendacious; false: a lying report.

So when someone lies is it-
a) Attention
b) Delusional
c) Mentally Unstable
d) For a specific reason (get there way or get something)
or
e) All of the above

I think it is; f) Your so incoherent, boasting shizz` & just down right FUCKIN` DUM!
(:

A gf once told me a quote in italian; A lie has short legs, something like that - meaning it will fall over & you will nearly ALWAYS tell the truth - all my accident of-course & sometimes u dont realize.. but ofcourse always noticed.

I really believe - everyone has an instinct if someone is being "Untruthful" true?
Some choose not to go with there gut instinct - but I def do!
I just sense it when someone is being `deceitful` like I wanna say "ARE U SERIOUS"

Just got me thinking how many people lie daily, for satisfaction, benefits, to feel and look good!

Well ever seen Pinocchio?
Maybe watch it (:

Now I know why some peoples noses are so long!
Karma is a mean bitch - 3x3 square root it up!

(: 40 winks lovelettes`

lil bitch sesh

PS. Ash Wednesday ; NO MEAT! (:

Exactly How it is.. right now

Believe Again (Tommy Trash REMIX)

Have you ever stared into the rain
Thought the clouds would never disappear
Have you ever screamed out into the dark
Thinking no one else could hear

I was leaving footprints tainted by my past
On this winding road to you

I'd lost my faith in love
Tonight I believe again
My Heart was a broken place
Now I feel whole again
You bring me honesty
And that's worth believing in
and I believe
I believe again

Have you ever spun out of control
Like you never saw the road ahead
Have you ever just kept looking back
Ever closer to the edge

I was praying for the light I see in your eyes
I had all but given up

I'd lost my faith in love
Tonight I believe again
My Heart was a broken place
Now I feel whole again
You bring me honesty
And that's worth believing in
and I believe
I believe again

I believe the impossible is possible to overcome
I believe in miracles
Born from love in everyone

I'd lost my faith in love
Tonight I believe again
My Heart was a broken place
Now I feel whole again
You bring me honesty
And that's worth believing in
and I believe
I believe again

(:

Emotions;
Sometimes they can be controlled & sometimes they most definitely can not be.
I went through some emo mofo bullshit of sensitive ihy for a baby-bit too long..
Didn't want be anywhere but in my big bed..
I have never been like that - Felt broken and all that jazz.

& I know what makes me happy is the inspiration to succeed and reach my goals.
What also inspires me is my lil fami -

Mia & Niko ; ♡

There is something about them, that just gives me this happy positive outlook on life & energy!
No-one else can do that for me..

I love deep and meaningful conversations with my family & friends also - The ones that genuinely feel like they can make a difference to our lives; What I mean is having the chat, gives you this power and you want to take on the world and all this mofo bull`

I learn`t to get up on my own two feet; even stronger than before - achieve the unthinkable and don`t stop at that!

Today was a re-evaluate day for ihy-
New strategies to focus on
& New opportunities comin` at me!

Leaving all the bullshit behind me
No more reminiscing about the naa naa
Looking into the future for whats coming next...

Biggy steps!

Something that picks me up, pushes me and inspires my ;

heart FEAT. mind

is photography & music - combined is just a miracle for me!

Some of my fave melodies`

Save Me (Stoneface & Terminal Vocal Mix) - Shogun & Emma Lock

Runaway - Kayne West ; This guy has been given the worst rep - Original & Gifted - TRUE ARTIST!

Dog Days Are Over - Florence & The Machine

True Love Way - The Kings Of Leon

Can I Inspire?

cheeks, x
ihy (:

Friday;

So this was the day I would be excited to be finishing up with work & getting ready for the

W E E K E N D.

But now its just another day for me; How weird! Is it the shitty, drama stirrers, junkies, or shit places to go?
Not too sure but I would rather stay home with good company or do social activities they don`t need consumption of illicit substances..

I resigned from my position ; That was a hard choice!

New journeys
New goals
New inspirations

I was going to stay away from anything heart ETC related but when there is such a good opportunity like someone who ticks all those boxes - How can you resist..
Shit is what I say..

So this is just a random entry - nothing too major
This week - was disgusting
The hospital visits, Doctors, Specialists all of it- was so much stress, anxiety & pretty stressfull

So best news - Im soo much better! Not all there but nearly. baby bit longer!

The best thing - a momento of my adventurous week -

Its so beautiful.
ew!
Seriously YUCK!

So relax time this weekend
may see someone baby-bit spesh, see kirstyn for movie & dnm sesh & fishing (:
YAYA


Have to show you all this V-LOG `shimmy cooco pufff
his hillarious
made me laugh (:
Laughing is the best
The link is : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bGzIPOIrFGA&feature=feedf
ceebs waiting for it to upload

so yep (: i think thats it!
Hope you all have a lovely weekend; soak up the melbourne sun!
(: haha

For the Loved Ones who have passed,

I Don't Like To Hurt But
But Everyone Gets Weak
Someone To Rely On
That's What I Really Need

Now Here We Stay
It's All That Were Worth
I've Been Thru The Pain And Been Dragged Thru
The Dirt Whatever They Tell You Were Bigger Than Words
I've Been Where Your Standing I Know How It Hurts
Let This Be A Song Now And This Be A Day
And We Stand Together That Will Be Okay
Because Were Survivors Were Making It Work
Expecting The Best When They Hope For The Worst

One love - This is the way we found
One love - Even though they'll let you down
One love - Nobody's perfect now
One love - Don't let that hold u down
One love - Let's stick together now
One love - We got to stand our ground
One love - It's easy to believe in.

ONELOVE - Feat. Estelle David Guetta

Lyrics could tell my life story.

I really didn`t know life could be so thrilling & drama-free as my life is right now!
The people I have now, these very rare amazing peeps.. Just feels amaze
The experiences - The challenges - The relationships
I have nothing to complain about but the baby-bit lady sooky stuf`

I now do believe if you surround yourself w/ negative shizz` & negative environments - it becomes apart of you & your existence!

(: Just on a bit of a calm happy buzz ATM..

This year has already been unforgettable already;
Being broken for the very first time.
Re-acquainting with dear friends,
Letting go of the past & all the bad it came with,
Awaiting the future -
Excited by it
My inspirations becoming reality
developing & building these beautiful relationships further
& Living life to the ultimate!

There is always going to be bad days.. but no more holding on them to effect me no more.
I let go & wont let it return.
Only time for myself this year, Still have a bad taste in my mouth.



Yesterday- was a bit emotional watching one of my very dearest amaze gf's wedding DVD
- seeing Kristina's Father who has passed away, one specific time seeing kiki and her tata - that moment will live with me forever in my heart.
- Remembering beautiful Chris Arnost - a song played at the reception ; Silence - was very emotional but I know his still rocking, slap the clap being his happy himself up there

R.I.P Mr Pepdjonovic & Chris Arnost

Cant say much more- I just wish the best for there whole familia; Health, Wealth, Strength, Wisdom, Care & Love!

* kiss the sky

Maybe spending couple days with my kiki has inspired me to write and express my emotions..
Some people just bring the best out in you - she is one of those individuals who has ALWAYS been there but as the right time we found a

Beautiful.
Everlasting.
Connected.
Genuine.
Amaze.
F R I E N D S H I P.

(: puuu`

Fishing tonight- try the yob chicken on STkilda pier! (: It is definetly now my favourite activity!

Its the start of something exciting..

I should be sleeping, tomorrow is one of those very important make or breaks days..
Pro's & Con's have been set.
Its the gut feeling you follow.. right? Not doubting myself, but I feel confused - boo!
I will write more publicly about the "situation" @ a further date..

Ok so me and kiki have become literally inseparable.. like i`m not joking when I use that word.
morning, brunch, lunch, afternoon evening & night - I seriously would not have it any other way!

So like... Where the fuck have you been all my life Kristina.
Yes yes I know we have been friends for.. 5 years.. but this friendship is something I have never had & always wanted.

Someone as bubbly, outgoing, super dooper & really see's life from my perspective.
Really understand each other.. without any-words or too many ahaha
The characteristics (:
She is my angel- She is my lil soul-friend (: my lil lovelette pitchkuu - My fisherman friend.
Really really really love her, Always have! But our bond is as strong as OLKA POLKA kicking ass in my kitchen rules (:

Everything happens for a reason - This time, That place, There!
Yob Chicken!

Some people take there friends & family for granted - FUCK YOU! Seriously cant wait to see who you end up with throughout your life.
I have respected every single person who has walked into my life(not including- obnoxious, racists, backstabbers, sluts or junkies. - I will treat you how you should be treated (: like your really baby-bit (:)- until they have either showed me they are not what they seem or are treating others differently..

Its true - If you can count your real friends; (means- who will always be there, never doubt you, support you, love who you are & feel that wushy wushy wush- make you happy and find strength for one another (: ) on one hand - your truly lucky..

This wasn`t my perception at all - Things have changed & I love this new thinking (:

P.S I miss my niece & nephew extremely- words cannot express how much they mean to me!